Spare

Broken piano - by Ryan Holloway on Unsplash

He knew they shouldโ€™ve got rid of that spare bed.

Now it was his bed.


Inspiration from reading a lot of nano fiction. Here’re some great ones, if you’re interested.

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A writing tale

Anna rammed her index finger on Backspace, tap tapping at first before giving up and pressing down as the computer erased her work. Efforts of the last few hours.

No biggie. 

She was a writer, and this is what writers did. Writing every day, crouched on a supposedly comfortable desk, forgetting back support, ignoring foot rest, impervious even to the cold wheezing through the door crack, yet finickyโ€”disconcerted by squiggly red lines on their canvas, the maniacs, telling themselves a measly coffee was all theyโ€™d needed to spew out a mash of creative fiction like an infant being sick from motherโ€™s milk.

Thatโ€™s what they did. Before re-reading and scratching it all out. 

Anna was no different. She wasnโ€™t above any other writer who struggled to find their voice amongst the hoard of inspiration that sprung upon them through school and university.

My, how wonderfully the Bard describes a crowโ€”Rosaline, he calls it.

Pfft, Anna scorned to herself wondering what a fool Romeo was. And Juliet. And the masses for considering them the best lovers ever to grace the unreal world.

Goodness, what a good writer the Bard had been. Sheโ€™d never be as good as heโ€”no, him?

She paused, fingers in mid air, stretched in odd angles over her keyboard, hovering, her mind racing as grammar police tailed her, sirens wailing. Did she dare go on or should she wait for the authorities to catch up?

Ah, she gasped. The horror of letting them get to her. To her, a proper writer, one who reviewed every line as she wrote it, scrutinising every syllable, reading aloud in her mind to verify rhythm, tone, and intonation. 

Definitely him.

She marched along. Better move on than get caughtโ€”and worse, taught. She was too old for that now. She had a job, for godโ€™s sakeโ€”she was an adult. She should know the difference between he and him. Yes, she should, she nodded to herself in indignation. She did, her nod agreed back.

Pausing, she breathed deep before cruising alongโ€”a little slower now. In the long road to her destination, the police had often come along, riding too close at times, once even yelling through the window, demanding she stopped to reconsider her points of view. It hadnโ€™t been easy to ignore them, to swerve around, overtaking their nagging voices, looking beyond their raised eyebrows and disapproving head shakes. But sheโ€™d come thus farโ€”

Screeeeechโ€”

Thus?

Anna rammed her index finger on Backspace.

Same path

I walked down the path
same as every day
trees waving arms
lake rippling
feet dragging
mind full.

Perhaps I shouldnโ€™t’ve lost my temper
last night in bedโ€”
reading was no crime
I shouldโ€™ve obliged
turning overย 
not turning off.

Perhaps I could make it up tonight
a nice dinner
spaghetti and meatballs
swimming in starchy sauce
Iโ€™d pick a lamp as well
to liven our abode.

Perhaps I should lighten up more
take it easy,
yell less; listen often
“how was your day?
pray tell, honey”
for I care what I hear.

Perhaps I too should get a book
keep occupied
and read together
as Ted and wife
world knowing poet
wannabe aide.

I walked down the path
just as every day
feet dragging
mind fullโ€”
eyes blind,
ears dumb.