
Follow me human,
and to freedom I’ll lead youโ
off-grid, towards life.

Follow me human,
and to freedom I’ll lead youโ
off-grid, towards life.

Arms wide, “Come hither!”
beckons the great mothershipโ
rooted in the ground.

Morbid love affair
obsession of possession
story of sieges
โWe think most of the animals were incinerated – itโs like a cremation, [โฆ] They have been burnt to ashes in the trees.โ
Sue Ashton, President, Koala Conservation Australia.
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That line jumped out at me as I scrolled through today’s news. For a while now, most of New South Wales, Australia, has been burning. As of early morning today, a million hectares of land has burnt down, a number greater than the previous three years of bushfires combined. And itโs only spring. Bushfire season is only beginning in this part of the world, and even before its proper entrance, greedy fires are lapping their way into peopleโs homes and lives.
Yet, somehow as I read multiple articles mentioning three deaths and over a 150 destroyed homes so far, it didnโt hit me as hard as the incinerated koala bears. Though I havenโt lived through many global disasters, I have seen and heard of enough violence and terrorism to develop a mild numbness to human deaths. To me, it always felt like one group of humankind is always paying for the mindless blunders of another.
This time, however, it wasnโt just the humans. This time, for the first time in a long time, vulnerable nature is suffering from its own wrath. That article put it well too. The precise choice of words got me unawares, gripping my throat, crushing, pulling the air out of it in such a slow motion that I wished it would hurry up and get it over with. The casualness of that word threw me off balance. It made me breathe in so sharply that my eyes teared up from the pressure and the pain that shot all the way through my body.
Words are powerful. Saying that over 300 harmless, helpless, animals were crisped while they clung to their homes, paints a picture so vivid that readers would relive the moment again and again. It was strong, writing. As a writer of things myself, I admire the gallantry of whoever wrote that speech.
As a reader, listener, it triggered me. Itโs made me abhor the world we live in. Although my mind accepts the direness thatโs become the new normal in the state, my heart still clenches to think that at this rate, koala bears could be extinct in 30 years.
Itโs scary to imagine a species that Iโve admired, photographed, and smiled at, would die out right in front of my eyes, and I wouldnโt be able to do anything about it.
The state government has declared emergency for the first time since 2013. According to meteorological forecasts, tomorrow (Tuesday) will cause more damage than weโve seen so far. Greater Sydney, NSW, and parts of Queensland are expecting extreme bushfiresโin addition to the 60 thatโre still uncontained. Over 500 schools will be closed. Millions are evacuating to safer areas. High temperatures, low humidity, ghastly winds, and catastrophe await the state as it spends another sleepless night.
And someone said the climateโs fine.
When I moved to Australia in April, we were gob-smack in the middle of Autumn. Five hundred shades of red and yellow and green filled my eyes with wonder and brimmed my soul with glee. Every time I heard the crunch of whittled leaves, orange-ing before browning, before being swept away in a flurry of breeze, my heart skipped a beat. All my life Iโd dreamt of fall and the moment I saw it, I fell in love.
And then came winter.
And I realised the first experience of anything is always cherish-worthy. I lived through my first winter shivering, but also dropping my jaw at the barren white eucalyptus trees whose land weโd encroached. I walked along the Lake Ginninderra every day, inhaling breathtaking freshness that came with a stinging white breeze. I was so inspired and awestruck that I showered my blog with haiku and photographs.
And now itโs spring.
I spent the last couple of weeks travelling to Auckland, Sydney, and then Melbourne attending corporate conferences and presenting in each city. As nerve wracking as it was, I still managed to get away, to get time for myself to scale volcanoes in Auckland and to tread on a sheen of valleys in Sydney.
The first time I was in Sydney was last June, and Vivid Festival was in full blow. As is customary for any traveller, I took the ferry across to Manly and back. It felt like a massive achievement. But alas, I couldnโt visit the botanical gardens.
This time, I knew Iโd rectify my mistake. And I couldnโt have picked a better time to go. On a Saturday morning, I checked out from my hotel early (I was flying to Melbourne later in the day), and wandered off to the botanical gardens. It was a mere five-minute walk from my hotelโperks of travelling for work.

When I got there, an expanse of green waved at me. As always, my mouth slipped into a permanent smile. First volcanoes and now thisโI was having the trip of my life. A little light headed and a lot light hearted, I made my way around the garden. Itโs a massive space full of native plants and flowers, studded with small waterfalls, fountains, and rock formations.







Thousands of flowers were in their prime, blooming out of trees, from behind bushes, and peering through the ground softening up dry parched land that winter had left in its wake. Pristine is an understatement.
As I climbed up a flight of stairs towards the street, saying goodbye at the gates were the four seasons and their dedicated statues. Autumn and winter held goblets, as they should, and summer considered shedding her cloak. And darling spring with a halo over its head, smiled in silence as I bade a reverent farewell.ย

Until next time.